Saturday, April 3, 2010

Update

Let's see... This week has been busy, busier than I would like for Holy week. We moved our children's bedrooms around which was a huge job considering toys and kid stuff and the number of rooms involved. It was overwhelming to think about losing my office on the other side of the house to make into a dressing room for the children. We stood and considered all the love and joy that had been birthed out of that office, but after a strong wind of determination we got it all taken apart. What I didn't expect was the joy of putting it back together in a shared office with David. His desk and reading chair looked cold and masculine, and actually needed (I think, at least!) the warmth of brightly colored swatches of fabric and wrapping paper and loved children's books. Now it's wonderful, warm and cozy. We are enjoying our new found space and privacy, as much as the kids are, now that the change has been made. There are still plenty of baskets and piles to be arranged and organized, but it feels now that David and I have a headquarters to run our home from, and a quiet soon to be tidy place to retreat to.

It was warmer today. The sun's out and 80 degrees beckon us outside. David burned some brush today around our farm and brought out a new red umbrella for our patio table. We cooked hamburgers over the grill and ate under the shade on our table for the first time this year. I spent today cooking for some friends who are visiting later. It's been a relaxed beautiful spring day. I tried making mozzarella today to no avail. I had bought milk from a local creamery, thinking it would not be ultra pasteurized, but my mozzarella, or lack there of, proved to me that it was. Now I'm in a dilemma. I want to make my own cheese, but where do I find the milk to use? I'll have to keep looking for local sources... and hopefully try again soon.

I guess no homemade mozzarella to go with tomatoes and basil for tonight's dinner. Made 9 loaves of bread last night, so our house feels abundant today with a homemade apple pie on the stove, bread on the counter and a homemade cheesecake in the back fridge. We have dinner with friends tonight, then will rest and enjoy each other's company and leftovers tomorrow.

So many real mom worries tonight. Will our kids get Jesus' sacrifice in Easter, or just the excitement of the Easter Bunny? Should I have told the truth when Jessica asked me if the Easter Bunny was real? Do I get too caught up in the commercial Easter and not enough in the sacrificial one? I'm sad to leave this sweet, reflective personal, time of lent...but Easter is coming a new day and a new season. Perhaps one that will take more discipline to seek after the Lord, when it's not as easy as it is during the season of Lent. It seems that even the cold and rainy days of Feb and March, make it easier to slow down and spend time with the Lord. But now Easter is here and things are in bloom outside as if God's love has burst on the scene... in brilliant color. Yes Easter is coming!

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